Well I have HPV, yet another person decided not to ever talk to me again is there hope?

Dang, got QSO(two way communication) blocked online again, maybe I should just have my stuff surgically removed so I don't have to worry about doing it anymore. No-one seems to want to do it with someone that's tainted, but yet they expect you to wear condoms, for what, because you are clean, no because you might have something, and it's better to be honest and even if you don't be candid, wear a Jimmie cap anyway. So am I destined for years of chastity? Do condoms not work? God I am lonely, and being truthful must be my downfall. I shouldn't have said anything anyway, he was going to bottom for me, and I would have worn a condom regardless...